*dusts off blog* I'M SORRY, PEOPLEZ! ILY STILL!

I'm sorry... D: *hugglefies everyone* I've been severely neglecting this blog and that's very unkind of me.

I'm very sorry. *sniff*

Well... let's see... life.

Umm... face-value, life's been... interesting. Last week, I logged onto the computer, and found out that someone online died. And I was really, extremely depressed about that. And then I found out, the next day, that they were alive. But they had almost died... from their throat bleeding, and they almost drowned from their own blood. *eyetwitch*

I was slightly relieved, but still worried about them. They talked to me though. They had recently been released from the hospital.

The week before, I'd had Leanne and Ella over, and we hung out. Leanne and I acted muffinleh (AS A JOKE), and Ella was all like "I don't swing that way!" Yeah, we have issues whenever we get together. Lea and I stayed up really late speak-RPing with our characters for our OC spoof with all of our characters. Yeah. It used to be humorous, but, it got slightly serious. Still is. It fluctuates. (And Lea and I are the comic relief characters... lately, all we've been doing is eating popcorn and drinking suicides [the drink you make when you put all the sodas from the little resturant soda machine thingeh in a cup]) Yeah. You wouldn't understand... *sigh*

Halloween, I went over to my friend's house, and we hung out and talked and ate caramel apples and pizza and apple cider/Mountain Dew and discussed political issues, American presidential candidates, and stuffs with her mommeh! ^^' Which, I'm actually interested in and very passionate about sometimes. Mostly abortion... *sigh* *isprolife*

Most of you guys knew that though... *sigh*

This, depresses me.

4,000 babies a day get murdered.

^That's just for the US.

Anyway, I'm going to write a poem for the rest of this...


Reaching out to the distant problems
That I have no control over
Lord, I try to let go
I pray, and then I take it back
I pray for my friends
Then try not to think...
Every 'real conversation' about problems
Statistics
People who are near me
Grow farther away
As I think of their issues
Rather than them
As a person.
Sixth grade may have been heck
But I'd rather be depressed and sensitive and emotional
Than obssessed with issues so corrupt and sad over things I can't touch
And cold.
I'd rather give all of my energy to everyone else
Than selfish
"How does this affect me?"
Is not the question I want to ask.
How can do this for the kingdom of God?
God first
He wants my passion to be for others
He wants me to be compassionate toward others
He wants me to be warm
Not distant, cold
Not too concerned with things He'll take care of.

If the world is ending, I can't change that
Revelations says we win.
I don't need to worry
I can still think
Of the world's problems
I can still debate

But I can't save the world
All I can do is try to touch the lives around me
With Jesus Christ's love.
Loving, compassionate, understanding
While yet speaking the truth.
If someone else rejects it, I can't take it personally.
"Dust off your shoes, and walk away."
It's not my job
To change them.

I just have to say.
And I have to pause.
Let God do his work.

I still want wings,
Rather than roots
That keep me on the ground.
I don't want to be judgemental.
I want to show love and light,
The way God made us too.

Speak the truth.
Know it, believe it, accept it.
That is all I need to do.
Love, show kindness, compassion, empathy.
Show love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness
Gentleness
And self-control.

That's all I need to do.


Love you guys. :] Talk to ya'll later. God Bless!

~Aly

Hello peoplez... Intoduction to ME

Ai'ight, Ai'ight... Okay. First off, the references of my URL name, for you people who don't get the DORKY kind of pop culture references... and the... well the 'Get that girl a mood ring' thing...

Mood Ring= A song by Relient K about how guys should get girls mood rings so they can tell what their mood is. Heh... I <3>

URL Name: Reference to a book I recently read for a book club in school, the third book in the Series of Unfortunate Events:The Wide Window. Miss Sunny Baudelaire is young, and comes with her own wonderfully brilliant language...heh. Anyway, she says this awesome word, 'Delmo', which means "If you wish, I will bite the telephone to prove to you it's harmless." *seriously,readthebook...* So yah.


And if this introduction hasn't already weirded you out enough, then please feel free to stop reading. And if you've gotten this far anyway... KEEP GOING! xD *good thing you caught me in one of my sugar high moodz*

I am Aly K. I erm... yah. I am rather short, I feel overweight, but all of my friends constantly tell me 'You're thin' and all that good crap... and a couple guys, but... yeah, long story, anywayyyy... yah. I'm too addicted to the internet to get off my butt and do other stuff. I stay inside a lot, but I tan easily... at least I hope I still do. I'm Filipino-American... my mom was born in the Phillipines, my dad had a Mexican mom, and has a German dad, so... yah... 8) Anyway.... I'm short. xP Like, not even five feet tall yet. XP I normally have a lot of energy, but when I don't, I'm really tired and crap and it sucks. xP I need to get out more... Heh. Some random stuff about me: I wanna get kissed in the rain, gosh dangit! COME ON I NEED MY EDWARD! D': I'm an 'aspiring author' and am currently afflicted by severe writer's block, which is partially why I'm writing this blog... I'm also an aspiring 'shrink', but seriously. I wanna be a counseling psychologist and I wanna help... particularly younger people, teenagers, maybe younger people, adults of course, but... yeah. I wanna be there for people. Okay, enough deepnesss...

My interests- I love listening to music, I'm a pretty decent singer I would believe, I love writing, drawing (in the anime style, of course), reading manga, watching anime. Here's for my favorite part of internet profiles...

MUSIC
Bands/Solo Artists- Switchfoot, Relient K, Paramore, My Chemical Romance, Flyleaf, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Skillet, Coldplay, The Fray, OneRepublic, Ingrid Michaelson, Avril Lavigne, Anna Nalick
All the Books I've Read in the Past Year and This Year that I remember well enough and liked enough to put on this list
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer <33333, face="Times New Roman">
And my reading teacher says I don't read a variety of books.

Other random stuffs: I'm obsessed with roleplaying, especially with this one RP on ASN my online friend and I have been carrying on for a while.... :3 XD I'm hardly a computer or net wiz, but I love writing online and talking and the communication and everything... but yah. I'd love to know how to do advanced HTML and turn MS Paint as a sophisticated art tool! :o

Most Important Part of this Introduction Blog Thing
The most important part of my life is God. The Creator of the Earth. Jesus Christ who died for our sins. Yes, I am a Christian. I believe that all humans are sinners and that if you accept Christ into your heart, and love him, and strive to follow his word, you will someday be with him.

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Me everywhere else on the Net:

ConfusedShipper123 on AvatarSpirit.Net (everyday baby, everday...)
ConfusedShipper123 on YouTube (I have one video. DO NOT STALK ME!)
xoRed_Ruffled_Tulipxo on CartoonDollEmporium (I'm hardly ever there, but... yah... )
Queen_of_SHIPPING25 on FanFiction.Net (Believe me, I'll post something eventually!)
ZutaraGirl234567 on DeviantART.com (I actually have stuffs there... <333)

(Note: I'm actually more BxJ now, but... <3 face="Times New Roman">Other emails- edwardxbella910@hotmail.com