My creativity died in that title...
Anyway, I'd like to let ya'll know, I'ma be pretty much not on very often starting tommorrow, due to being in DC for my cousin's wedding on Tuesday, and after that, on September 2nd, when our plane gets back, I'll be heading to school. o.e Which kinda sucks.
But I'm sure the wedding will be awesomely... ^^
I am really looking forward to this now. I'm gonna see relatives I haven't seen for years, and all that good stuff... and...
*sighs*
Okay, secretly, I really wanna find someone to dance with at the reception. That's one of my eveel boy crazy goals.
xP
Hopefully not related to me. O.O Most likely not... we don't have a lot of guys in the family that aren't about 18 years older than me or anything more than my brother's age. o.e
Anyway... *sigh*
Today I thought about Rose. And Mark. And Jared. I really miss 'em all...
Mark's probably spazzed out because he couldn't make it to the BD party. It wasn't his fault he couldn't make it... *sigh*
I put some more songs on my playlist for Rose... heh. You know, stuff like the stuff we used to sing back in summer of '06, after I discovered MUSIC!, when I talked to her daily for hours upon hours on the phone... good times. *sigh*
Teen Titans fanvids. D': I miss her... *sigh* :'( *cries*
I saw Jared while running errands today. o.e He was with his friend, who has the same name as 'Kim's' brother, David. (Had a crush on him in fifth grade... LOOOONNNGGG story, not to be told right now) Meh. I waved awkwardly, like I was confused/PO'd or something, and then went into the post office and did my post-office duties and all dat.
I was so tempted to just walk over and talk to them...
So that's what I planned, after I went to get my books and return them to the library. And they were gone already, of course. David and Jared have been hangin' out a heck of a lot this summer. *sighs*
I still feel like I screwed things up between Jared and I. Maybe I'm wrong... but I just hope things go well this schoolyear. I still wanna be friends with him. And I'll feel quite hurt if he starts acting like a jerk to me this year.
Ugh. Maybe I SHOULD stay away from guys... but I just can't decide. I think it'd be healthier if I just had a crush on someone... then I'd just watch them, and think about them, and not about M-Word and every hawt guy I ever see... xP I've become too vain, I think. *sigh* I don't care about how a person looks if I date them. But I now know what the world thinks makes someone attractive...
But I guess I still don't care. I have my own preferences. Heh... *sigh*
I'm sighing a lot. o.e
xP I think I'm at the very beginning of falling in... like I'm walking toward the edge that makes you swept in the world, but being pulled back and forth from right and wrong, and I KNOW what's right, and wrong, yet I contemplate them. But I always stop myself before I get in.
Even though my humor has become increasingly crude. And I'm contemplating tolerance on certain issues that I know are wrong. I love God. And I need to focus. I can't go through life without God. That would kill. I wouldn't BE here if I didn't have faith in Him. I wouldn't be ALIVE if he wasn't there. Nor would anyone else...
xP
The most frustrating, depressing, GAH! D:< (ish a face) boards ever:
http://forums.avatarspirit.net/index.php?board=2.0
xPPPP (xP= also a face)
Granted, I learned a lot about certain events from those threads, but still. D:< GAH.
xP
Please don't shoot me for being immature about this right now... *sigh*
*changessubject*
I AM SO EXCITED FOR DC NOW!
I really wanna see my cousins and everyone. Though it'll be awkward to have more of those cheek-pinching aunts you really don't know who go all "Oh my gosh, I haven't seen you since you were a baby!" when they see me... o.e But everything will be good. ^^
:)
Well, school's comin' up... Good luck to all. God Bless. :) ^^
~Aly-chan, "Kim"
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17 comments:
You have been sighing a lot.
I hope the wedding goes well. I personally hate seeing family that I haven't seen in years. They always remember me, and I'm confuzzled about who they are.
(coughboycrazycough)
DC?! I live somewhat near there :D
As for D&D board...I stay away from that place because of my everlasting fear of mods (Still...the one I don't like at ALL does not really hang there) I never post there...once...then I never returned 0.o
You are a smart one to stay away from D&D. I joined a very dangerous topic: Abortion. I've learned since then to stay away from most things on D&D.
I enjoy DC! It's cool.
What is D&D?
Debate and discussion. It's on avatarspirit.net
Ohhhh...that sounds like fun.
It's not.
Avatarspirit.net is fun though. D&D...*shakes head*...Despite my love for being in political arguements with my friends who don't even know the vice president (I love politics...I don't get hasty though...I'm very very good at persuading^^) I would try to stay away at the D&D because everybody is entitled to their own opinion, no matter which one is more correct then the other. Face to face-its easier cause of knowing sarcasm...but over the internet...some people are feel very entitled to their opinion...hehehe...
The Abortion topic...I read through it and agree with what some people wrote (Aly makes a LOT of sense...) yet others don't. To save myself the hassle of being in an online arguement, I just don't bother.
Ahh...well, those things are fun for me. Its a bit amusing. But I agree, though. sometimes constructive critiscm feels like a flame. I get angry.
Yeah. I love ASN, but D&D... no. Aly did have some very good arguments. And face to face arguing is better, because (as you said sienna) you can tell sarcasm.
I just try to stay in the Courtyard and Roleplaying.
Ehhhhh...when I D&D, you have to be a bit careful with your words or else they might think you are either smart or stupid. If you're stupid, they flame you. >.<
They take just about everything you say and turn it back on you.
But on the Abortion thread, I found something that none of them could turn back on me. All you have to do is find something just right, and they can't say anything.
Even if you are smart, they always manage to be 'smarter.'
I agree with all of you. And thank you for the compliment, Sadaf. :)
xP
Yeah. I'd like to avoid the online debates now. They're all so focused on their own 'arguement'. Each side tries to ignore something that may or may not be true in order to make their argument SOUND true, even when it's not... if that makes sense to you guys.
And when things ARE true, the other side pushes it and says "NO IT'S NOT!" You really gotta study to have a good arguement.
All I really need is my Bible. (Sorry if I'm offending anyone...) I guess if I go back there, I'll just speak the truth, and then if my opinion is needed, that's what I'll say.
*sigh*
Ima go blog more nowz. <3 You guys. :)
Oh, and the wedding was great! ^^
Really? Was there los of food? (-_-)
YES. Of course there was lots of foodz, it ish Asian! O: *racist* My cousins make racist Aly. o.e
Carnivoric family. o.e
XD
It was awesome. :)
Oh, me too!! So...you're Asian? Are you filipino?
Well, heck yes I'm Filipino! XD ^^
Are you? ^^
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